Is this worth saving, or am I only fooling myself?

[Dash]

Hi T2L,

I'm not sure how I am to be honest. Numb perhaps? I wish I could say. I re-read SAA and it seems in my gusto to try to save my marriage I may have done more damage.

Maybe these WAS's are the people they're really showing themselves to be. Some of the things my W said to me stick in my head. Funny thing is, they don't really bother me. Even the thought of her having cyber sex with these guys doesn't seem to affect me anymore.

I didn't/don't know her. I'm not sure I want to anymore. Yet there is that lingering small spot of hope that just won't seem to go away. The memories of the person she lead me to believe she was when we met and were first starting out.

I don't know. One day at a time.

Thanks for checking on me.

Dash