I am so sorry you are having to go through this pain all over again.
My W told me, when she was thinking of coming back, that she could not guarantee she would not hurt me again. Now after hearing your situation, I am glad she did not as she is weak just as Dan is.
It might be worth finding out if OW is still around. I would imagine that would be the stick that breaks the camels back.
I wanted to get away too. Last year I took the kids during Thanksgiving on a train trip to Seattle. Then a trip with the kids to Mexico during Christmas. Have you thought about a trip to Chicago or St Louis? Maybe even better - Sandpoint, Idaho is starting to get snow in the mountains this time of year and someone there is having trouble too.
I dont know why S.Y.D. gets censored - there was [censored] Barret who was a founding member of Pink Floyd. They booted him because of his heavy use of LSD.
