good morning! Getting ready for coffee # 2 and to start stapling the couch back together. Pray I don't staple myself to it (I probably will at some point. LOL) Sorry the song is on BG thread. I bounce too much...
How was your night? Everything very quiet here.
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.
Trying to thaw myself out. We had a fire drill first thing this morning and it is fricking cold outside. I Most of us go from house to underground parking ramp, so the little leather jacket I wore did nothing to keep we warm as we had to evaucate the building and trek away from the complex and stand on the corner. Brrrrrrr!
Last night was strange. H did go to the pub, but he called me and told me he was going. He did not stay long though, because the place had been raided earlier in the day (illegal gambling - long story). Anyway, because of that H picked up a pizza and came home. We were talking and eating. I mentioned that I had stopped at the pub for a glass of wine Monday night on my way home from being out with my boss. H flipped out! That was the end of the nice evening.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
He told me this morning that he will be going to the bar tonight, and leaving for hunting Friday morning. We really didn't have a fight, it was more just sad words. I told him last night that someday he would really miss the only woman that he could trust. He said I was probably right.
He made a statement this morning that he would be at the bar tonight, and that I would not have to worry because all of my "snich girlfriends" (or so I think ?) will be there to keep an eye on him. In response I told him that I trusted him up until this happened with the EA, and that what we were now going thru was because of his behavior with her. He agreed. Then left for work.
So, my day so far has sucked.
To top it off, my little dog had some kind of a seizure last night and fell down the stairs from second to first floor. I just got off the phone with the vet and made an appointment to take him in after work today to be put down. Guess I'm feeling sorry for myself and want to get it all cried out this weekend. I want to have it done before the holidays.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
Hugs to you Hope, I am so sorry about your dog. That makes me so sad for you. I worry about my dachshund when he is in the basement and has a seizure. We have one of those kid fences at the landing where the stairs turn, so there are only 3 stairs that he can go up and down when we aren't there, but I still worry.
Sorry your H wasn't the best either. Hopefully this weekend will bring you some peace.
I am also sorry about your H! He dangles the bait and you still take it. It's hard to swim by, but keep trying. His comment about your snitch gf's, let that stuff go with a 'thanks for the info' and a .
Try hard to get warmed up before too long. Forecast is single digit temps here tonight. bbrrrrr! That's coming your way!
Horses are okay with snow, and with cold usually. It's the cold wet rain or snow that gets them a spot inside to dry off their thick fuzzy coats. Back in the good days H and I were loping thru the snowbanks, we hadn't bothered to put saddles on for that ride. My trusty steed had short legs and as we got into deeper snow he kept leaping thru the deep snow. We had one more good jump to be out of it and I was all prepared to go with him....except he stopped!!! I kept going, full somersault right over his head and there I laid in front of him in the snowbank looking up his nostrils! I still laugh about it!
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
I'm so sorry about your dog........ Hang in there Hope. You know it gets worse before it gets better and you CAN do this. Cry it out this weekend. Stay in bed, under the covers, eat lots of junk food, and read your book.
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.
Oh hope, I am so sorry about your doggie!! that makes me hurt for you! I will be thinking of you today. Is your H going to go with you?????
sorry he was acting that way last nite, esp about you stopping for a drink the other nite. if he does it why is it wrong for you to do it? thats one of those things we will never understand I guess. thier wierd double standard.
its almost your weekend, hang in there sweetie!!! love you!
M 36 XH 34 3 children If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25 "your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight ALIVE FREE AND HAPPY 2010
I know. Thank you all. WC, I smiled when I read about your snow bank acrobatics. Glad you weren't hurt.
I wish I could talk to H about my decision, but I won't. It's my dog, and he previously told me that he would support whatever I did, when I decided to. He is too soft hearted about those kinds of things, and could never make the decision himself. So, I kind of just want to go and get it over with. He has talked me out of it the two previous times I made the suggestion. I know I just have to handle it myself and cry it out over the weekend.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
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