What does that mean, put the kids first? Live together until Christmas (if H even wants to do that)?

I just don't know how to look at him every night across the dinner table and know that he does not want me anymore, that he is miserable living with me.........

I just don't know


Me-35

Together: 18 yrs
M-12.5 yrs
S-8
D-4
D'd: Feb. 2010

The LORD your God is with you,
he is mighty to save. --Zeph. 3:17