Beej, I think it was the way my son quietly told him that she'll call him back. And then the wife telling him not to be secret and then give a quick laugh. For some reason, it just...hurt.
Plan A/Plan B. I HAVE been doing this, I think. Like ILF told me, the military action...
"ATTACK, ATTACK, PULL BACK, ATTACK AGAIN!"
It's impossible to cut all contact, and I won't have a go between for the kids. Especially now, with the holidays here. I'm tempted to tell her that, maybe, we should do our own thing for Thanksgiving.
I'll just pull back, live Plan B for a while and see what happens. If she wants or needs to contact me about something, she can be the one. I'm not going to be the one anymore.
But you know stupid me, it usually IS me.
I'm the fool. She doesn't deserve me.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."
