Yeah, as soon as he said, "I just want ONE person to listen to me", my first thought was OW. I am sure she sat at the bar for hours and just 'listened' to him, agreed with him when he bitched about me, his family, etc. etc.

I am just about as crumbled up as it gets and yet I can't bring myself to just kick his ass out. What is wrong with me? I am so pissed to think my options are:

*Having my kids (esp Nathan (6)) remember that Daddy left right at Christmas

*Trying to act as if in front of the kids through another holiday season, like last year.


Wanna puke but today is my formal observation so I gotta go get prepared for work.


Me-35

Together: 18 yrs
M-12.5 yrs
S-8
D-4
D'd: Feb. 2010

The LORD your God is with you,
he is mighty to save. --Zeph. 3:17