wtf happened to the happy

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I am so sorry BBJ. I think your H sounds a lot like mine right now. I think my H has a huge hole in him that he has tried to fill with buying things and porn and right now ow (bfh).

I realize there is nothing I can do for him. Nothing anyone can say that he will hear. Until he figures that out and seeks and finds some help it is all futile. Thankfully I had to 2 years with an excellent C working on me that brought me to this place that I am able to accept this is how it is. As much as it sucks, it is just what it is. It really sucks for all of us.