It just eats you up inside.

I hope I am around for the day he wakes up. i seriously doubt he will now. It may take him to loose the lot.

I cant be concerned. I have to work on me. Right now i am soooo angry , which is an emotion I have not had for a long time.

If the shoe was on the other foot, I would of explained to H wht I was doing. He has become so secretive. He never said a word on Tuesday when I mentioned going to aussie. He must of known he was going to poker tournament. It is an ugly ugly uglyside of him. Probably like me in midst of A. secretive, destructive and ugly.

I am so pissed