Hi LE - been a while. Sounds like things are much the same. Sorry about that man. But I think that it is time for you to look for that one spark that will help you make the transition from emotional to rational. Once you can do that you will start working on yourself more and becoming more attractive to yourself and others. Find that spark where you can put your W behind you. You deserve better that being continually beaten up over her. Take control of yourself and your life.
