I haven't posted since March of '08. Thought I would check back in. I have been divorced since August of '07 and separated since July of '06. Wow. Only been on one date. Not much fun. Otherwise, I've been keeping my self extremely busy.
My ex has lost all her friends. Spends all her available time with OM. This relationship has been going on for two and a half years. He seems like the total doormat type.
For some reason, I still love my ex-wife. I am moving on with my life, but find it extremely hard to do so. I found out today that ex contacted one of her old friends and wanted to "talk". This is a friend that she went totally ballistic on last spring. I was very surprised by this. Maybe she is beaming back to earth. Maybe driving 80 miles each way several times per week to see the OM is finally getting old.
She does seem to finally be taking some interest in our girls (6, 10 and 12). Still pretty much no contact between her and me except for an occasional email. This is hard when we have joint custody.
She also watched "Definitely, Maybe" with our girls. It is a story about a couple in their late thirties that goes through divorce. Anyway, I get the feeling that she wants our kids to think that everything she has done is ok. She really seems to want people to excuse her behavior and give the thumbs up to her new boyfriend, which started out as an affair. I have a question for anyone that wants to chime in - is she still feeling really guilty???
