It's official.......what now?

[mishka422]

GRRRRRRRRR......why does this get to me? Why does having to talk to him about Marc get to me? I guess it's because I don't like having to do any of this.

Gabe just called to tell me that he may have to work this Friday night so he won't be able to pick Marc up after school for his weekend. I told him to please let me know ASAP because I had plans. I really do! I am going to the singles group bible study that night and I'm pretty excited about it. From what I hear it's a wonderful bunch of people and some really good fellowship. I need that! There's even dinner involved!

He also wanted to know if I have plans for Marc on the day after Thanksgiving. I told him probably not because I'm sure I'm probably going to have to work. He wanted to know if he and the broom could pick him up and take him with them to one of those indoor inflatable slide places and then back to their place to set up the Christmas tree. Good grief! Apparently her son's birthday is about 10 days after Marc's (he's going to be 14 on 26NOV!).

Why am I feeling sick that he wants to take him to do "family" things with her? I know that's what is going to happen. I know it in my head but my heart is still sick about it. It still hurts too badly to see it happening.

Good grief!