Please send me good karma!!....I'm gonna need it!

[Silent Chrleader]

It's easy to play for his sympathy. Mucher harder to play for his RESPECT, and for his ATTRACTION

You said a mouthfull there!! So true!!

And I get so mad at myself when I cry! I have always done that when I am hurt or angry. And I know H sees it as weak! I really have been trying to just be calm, straightforward, and confident in my dealings with H over the last couple of weeks, but that is so hard to do when we are dealing with STD testing, S17 wrecking the car, major financial issues with 2nd home just finished this summer (and market crashed).......

I am sooooo ready for this year to be over! And here I was looking forward to the year of our 25th anniversary (I had hoped to take a trip to Europe!)

Thanks, Puppy!