Thank you!!! It was yesterday, I turned a magnificent 41, and we have no baby yet . \:\( Soon, soon...

H did not call me for my birthday yesterday, no text, no email. I am so frustrated! I have not heard from him in over a week, and I know all this is normal, but it is still making me pretty angry. Had a bit of a meltdown yesterday, but felt better after, but am still really exhausted.

I cannot figure this out, and I really don't understand. He won't file for D, he says he is going to split the remaining bills we have down the middle but he has not done that either. He is so damned wishy washy, and I think the thing that drives me nuts the most is the fact that he cannot seem to make up his mind. I think I could handle it if he would just file, but this limbo crap is for the birds!!!!!

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..