Journal, was in a friends wedding over the weekend and had a great time, but couldnt help but think about my own wedding and what W is throwing away. So, parts were sad, but overall a great time. My W was actually my date, we enjoyed our time there and time with friends, but she left a little early which was fine with me. spent Sunday recovering. I have a house lined up and will be moving in about a month. i am actually pretty excited about it. W is starting to lose it though, in a number of ways. She is making strange statements and seems constantly overwhelmed, upset, short with me and the kids, depressed and just plain miserable. she claims that its just because i am in the house and she cant wait to have me out. Well, that may be, but i dont understand why knowing that i will be out soon does not make her feel better. She even asked me to move my entertainment system in 2 weeks so she could put up her own tv. I was like "and where am i supposed to put it?" so i basically said that i need to wait until I am in the house before moving most of my stuff. Then she spouted on about how i want everything to revolve around my move-out date. Well, duh, I need to wait till I get the house to do anything other than pack!
We have our next meeting with mediator on friday. should have everything worked out. next step will hopefully be to have the papers drawn up.
this is my weekend with the kids, have great plans with them for pretty much the whole time. cant wait.
Married 6 years D4 D4 S2 seperated: 7/15/08 Dbomb: 9/21/08 status: seperated in same home, meeting with mediator moving toward D current thread