One of W's friends she is close to left a message on my phone, I believe she still thinks W is living here, apparently W never told her what she did.

Hey wdid, thanks for your input, I believe its #2 she just wants to call you to have you be nice to her so that she feels good about her decision and less guilty.

And your comment I still believe she is going to come back to you at some point scares me, I have thought of the same thing, who hasn't, it would be the hardest possible outcome, I don't know if I could ever get past the fact that she has been with another man. This reminds me of a poem I saved

IF I COULD TURN BACK TIME

Author: Gallen

If I could just turn back the time
To when I heard you say,
That I could be your shining prince
And all the dragons slay,
I'd build a castle on the hill
So all the world could see,
The lovely princess that I chose,
To live and die with me.

If I could just turn back the time
And start my life anew,
I'd plant some roses near the paths
That I have led you through:
There'd be no thorns to pierce your heart,
No tears to dim your eyes,
I'd leave no stones to bruise your feet,
there'd be no sad goodbyes.

But Father Time will not turn back
The hours that passed away.
I can't remove the thorns and rocks
From all those past gone days;
I cannot live my life again
But dragons I would slay,
If I could be your shining prince
For only one more day.


M45
W41
M10.75 years
D9, D7, D7, S5
OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me
WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08
W files for D 07/18/08
Amount of time WAM spent with kids so far this month = 1.45