I'm so tired after TWO YEARS of same old same old, I have no patience anymore. Last year I'd be happily counting baby steps after such aa encounter. Today I'm just desperate for some peace and quiet. I want him gone nearly as much as I want him back. Several times I was SOOO close to saying: JUST LEAVE ME AlONE NOW, I'm not playing that game, not again! But I knew I'd regret it. I love him. Sigh...
Hi Stella, I have never posted to you but I know this feeling. Its been 2 years next month for me and really when you say I want him gone nearly as much as I want him back, that is so true for me too. I have been at the place of almost saying Leave me alone too! I am better today. I do have so much more peace. My H is still in the forrest, he is very lost. We do speak every day though. I hope you will find the peace you are looking for.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
