Yuck Hope, started a new thread to hopefully stop the hijacking.
So his parents caught him first? And I'm sure he has guilt cuz he is doing what to you what your first H did. Wow.
You know, was having a talk with someone yesterday about selfrespect. Amazing to see a man's perspective on that. But I think it might apply here. You put up with it in first M, what did that say about your selfrespect? Now you are taking it again even though I'm pretty sure you told this H you would never ever do it again. I'm sure he hurts that he is making you face that again. Funny, I learned about selfrespect in one way, I stopped being the "wild child" I was, but now I put up with A after A, even if they are only EA or whatever they are, but what does that say about me? I don't know if this makes any sense. Why do we forfeit ourselves for someone else?
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.
