I guess I needed the 2x4s. Wife has done NOTHING to put me in this slump. I know it's ME doing it to myself. I may be in part because of everything falling apart around me right now. I have been "ignoring" some of life just to get by. We had a meeting today at work and things don't look good. No talk of lay off's yet.... We do have some temp workers that will go first. The Area that I work in does have guaranteed work.. (Equipment Recertification Calibrations) that companies need done once a year. But they seem to be sending in less and less. Wife has not heard anything from the interview. I don't think she has called her cousin that works there to see what is going on with the job. I had a parent teacher conference with son's teacher. he just received his worst report card ever. He has always been an A-B student and now is bringings home D's.(well one D) The lady that was in my Mom’s room died. I can still see her eye's when she reached out her hand to me...It was like the news reels you see about the Jewish prison camps. The skeletons with skin. I don't know what stopped me from taking hold of it...... But.... I do get off early today to take me mom to see her doctor. Well I am going to meet the ambulance there. I can't get my mom into my jeep. I did tell her we can save the $50 transport fee if she would let me bring my Pick up truck and I could strap her down in the back. (She laughed but declined). Ok so now back to my date.......YES WDID AND SARA.... It IS in two days.... I have everything but the wine and rubber duck.... I am debating about sneaking my Wife bathrobe out of the house (for her to wear NOT me).. She does not usually wear it but I feel a little guilty looking in HER closet. Funny I don't care where she goes with my stuff but she is / was really "private" on her stuff. Also I am planning on getting there first. I think since it is a two bedroom there will be two bathrooms...If there is then I am going to set up the candles and stuff in the Master bathroom and block the door with some Police crime scene tape before she gets there... When she gets there and asks about it I will play dumb..
Well I need to get some work done today. Thanks WDID and SARA for the knock up along side my thick head..
Dr Love
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
Wife has done NOTHING to put me in this slump. I know it's ME doing it to myself. 
I may be in part because of everything falling apart around me right now. I have been "ignoring" some of life just to get by. We had a meeting today at work and things don't look good. No talk of lay off's yet.... 
We do have some temp workers that will go first. The Area that I work in does have guaranteed work.. (Equipment Recertification Calibrations) that companies need done once a year. But they seem to be sending in less and less.
