You know the funny thing is I do much better when I'm at home. Today I went out to run errands & started thinking about every think & every where my H & I went, I just got so sad! I miss him so bad some days that I can't stand it. So much of our lives we were doing things together all around here. Things have changed so much here but we were together when all was changing & it just doesn't seem real that he is gone.
Even when I would be running errands if we were not together we were always calling each other. I know we will make it through the rough times. I am doing my best to let go let God. That is all we can do right now.
