"I'm wondering if this is still "good" for me and If I actually "help" anyone anymore..or if my purpose is just to provide some comic relief..or if it really matters either way.."
We all deserve a day on the pity pot won't take that away from you god knows I have had my days on it to the point of where my legs become numb and red...
Who has it been to pry me off...who sends up the 'bat signal' and puts his stuff aside...there are alot of great people on these boards that help and have different ways of getting their points across but between you & Ian and your guys no nonsense straight up in your face whacks there are many here who appreciate a good 2x4 from the 2 of you to put one back onto the right track and to get oneself to say Hmmmm...
Now get the h*ll out of your head as you would tell me and get back to positive thoughts and move forward, you have spent enough time in the black hole...quit psycho-analyzing things you do ALOT of good here...
There I whacked you & stroked ya as you would do for me...