You are quickly becoming my life raft in stormy waters, you know that?
You are also right about my applying lots of rationalizatons to scant information. I was just saying to my mom on the phone that I have got to focus on keeping my strength and building it more and more so when H finally crashes and lets me in, I will have the strength to help.
Plus, if I stop let emotions guide my thoughts, I can see that he is slowily trusting me with his honest feelings - he has stopped telling me how happy is is that he left me and started telling me he is not doing well. So the DBing works. It works on him but more importantly, it works for me.
Time to have a relaxing evening because tomorrow, I will be visiting Ryan Hoover's extreme Karate to learn about Krav Maga classes.
Thanks for the support and the advice as always, you help me so much.
