Like in every friendship, if one party makes all the effort for a prolonged period of time, they get exhausted....that is where I am. In spite of all that has transpired, I know myself...should something happen, I will be there....I guess I do not hold a grudge, On the lack of forgiveness = bitterness, I am sure it will dissipate with time and the realization that we no longer have the same "morals".....maybe never had... Kerry...sorry for the hijack.
