I do not know what anything looks like right now. H will be moving away next summer. We do not know where. It could be as little as a 4 hour drive and there will be lots of weekend visits or it could Alaska again... or points in between we just do know know.
I am afraid that I will choke up how do I keep from doing so? H will have his stone face on. My boys are not dumb they will know, we (me and them) have had so many convo's about marriage vows being sacred. They most likely will not say a word until H is not around, then I will get all the questions and I am afraid I will blow it. I want to do this one thing right most of all, for them.
Me 54 DS19 and DS17 Married 06/1989 Divorced 01/2011
