Stage 2.25

[optimistwife]

I know what weird stage you are in. I am in a semi-anxiety state in my mind these days too. I realize that DB can go on forever, but there are major milestones eminent in H life, and will have to affect mine.

He is taking his national boards test next week, and is submitting his applications for internships. He should find out about passing his boards by the end of January, if he gets an internship in March. He graduates in May!

I worry that despite our time together and the changes I've made he will be fine moving on without me... That he considers us great friends but doesn't want to be married anymore (hence the separation).

I am trying to hang in there for right now. We haven't had ANY relationship talk really since this all started. I think at one point it round-about came about that he's still working and cares about me, but his way of working is not my way. We will have to make some decision for something! Forward or divorce.

I am all for forward, sorry to highjack.

I am jealous of the time you get to spend with your H. I miss cooking fo my guy! I miss just having him around.

You should get back to working out... I should get to the gym today to...