For the Guy with Kids and a WW Neunzehn(19)

[hopeful4her]

kat, I think that maybe I'm in defensive mode. We have been spending a lot of time with each other. My way of protecting myself. It's a little scary. I think I'm doing the right things for the long run. I'm impatient. All things in Gods time. I know.

It's like I'm in a contest again. My feelings of being used are because of the amount of effort I put, and with little result. At least that I can see.

I'm actually better than I sound. I think I'm just venting.

I'm grateful to you guys.