I can't even imagine how you must be feeling, but I do believe if you just focus on getting through each moment it will get easier. Don't take any calls from him for the next few days. let him leave a VM, if it is about your children call him back , otherwise let it go. Just keep thinking in and out, in and out.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory