Thanks. I am starting to calm down a bit now. I have been reading posts on the MLC board trying to learn.
I am realizing that nothing in the outside situation has changed - only the amount of information I had has changed. The new information brought me new bad feelings but nothing has really changed.
I need to keep focused on me and making my life better and better. Like each of you (including Kelaaron and Techguy) has said, this is about me and how I take care of me. Cannot be there for H if he ever asks if I have fallen to pieces with him.
So, I am looking for inspirational stories on the MLC board trying to show myself that it can get better.
