Signs to say WAW woke up?

[dday101798]

Hi Amy, thanks.

I tried anti-depressents once, didn't go over well, made me very forgetfull and believe it or not even more tempermental after a whle. Never been a huge fan of prescriptions in the first place, there seems to be a wonder drug for everything these days. It is a thought on the back burner to maybe try again someday but in my work work, I can't afford to forget one single thing.

Apparently last night the 'rules of the game' have changed yet again.

I get home, both kids are there again. As I start to contemplate dinner for everybody in the house, W calls 'house-mates' phone, has a 10 minute long discussion with him, then asks to talk to our boys. She orders them both over to 'her' house and my oldest even gives me a 'voluntary' hug and says good bye, daddy. Usually I have to remind him to so much say bye when leaving for her house as he's always been the 'momma's boy' type and once he hears he can go over by her, he's gone so fast you never knew he was there.

Something is brewing, not sure what, but never has either of us had both on a weeknight unless something was going on and one of us would not be home for the night. Guilt for weekend of 'fun' or something else, not sure. Holiday's, parent teacher confrences? Don't know.

We never spoke, so don't know, all I can do is wait it out and see what's the agenda now.

So, I decided to treat myself to dinner, and yet again as I go out for a smoke break, there's OM accross the street getting her beer for the night, whatever. In other ironies, walking home I saw OM's sister's car (our maid of honor) heading toward W's house, and when I got home my brother in laws (lives with me) window was wide open and it was 27 degress out. So I called him up to see where he was to tell him his bedroom window was open, and when asked where he was all he said was 'out, why?'. Getting weird vibes here.

Definately going to have a good week in light of all this, the less I speak to her the better off I am.

I'm wondering if family interaction for the holiday's has something to do with it. My grandmother called me when I was out at dinner and let me know the plans for Thanksgiving. I have a suspicion she talked with W again and didn't like what W had to say about things because she started ripping into W pretty hard. That's shocking, my gram carries a grudge against NO-ONE. She even still sends my mother cards for every occassion after over 20 years of not being part of the family. For the record I said nothing in reply to fuel anything she had to say, I played it neutral and just kept replying 'I don't know what she's doing anymore gram'.

So that's all as of now. Had a nice night, ate like a king and slept well.

Happy hour is nothing more than a gathering of all the folks here at work. I usually don't attend, don't really have the money right now either, but it will be a nice opportunity to get out and socialize in a different enviornment, especially since I highly don't anyone will bring any of this up.