I swear though I think Im cursed! S2 woke up at 4am throwing up. All over. Poor baby I feel so bad for him. Im about ready to drop. Im getting a soar throat, which means, im getting yet another cold.
So get this.. you guys are going to love this one. H comes home last night, now mind you, things havent been too great. First he calls me to ask about using my car thursday, which is the worst absoulute day he could have asked, I was supposed to get that heart monitor put on, then I have a parent teacher conference, then S6 has a dr. appt at 4pm. So I saii I would try and use my mom's car.. meanwhile he's getting snipping with me because I have stuff to do WTF????
So I cancelled my heart appt., then cancelled my sons appt and moved it to Friday. I could have used my mom's car for the conference but she has something to do in the morning.SOOOO anyway, He comes home with an attitude, I told him that you owe big time ( I was half joking ) He lays into to me like you wouldn't believe. I said, You knew about my appt. and the conference, are you living on another planet???? He said that was stupid to cancel my appt and that he would have rented a car.. NOW HE TELLS ME???? after he has an attitude with me on the phone about the whole freakin thing??
He tries to turn this crap around on me. I eneded up moving my son's appt up to wed which is good, it just isnt' with the dr. I wanted, but he's my second choice.
My appt. well, I moved that to Monday. No big deal, but F*%&& what is wrong with him, he is just so damn self centered. Im sitting here running around last night, getting the kids ready for bed etc, (which I don't expect him to do) but S6 wanted something to snack on and he couldnt' even do that.
I told him I might as well be a single parent, then he started on me that this was my fault... WHAT????
I told him that I have so much to do this week with S2 's party, and I know im not going to get any help from him.
So this is the funny part.. he's on the internet, Looking at the current aol videos.. and one was victoria secret models or something... so my S6 comes in to me and says " mommy, Daddy looking at other girls on the computer"... HAHAHAH... I said That's ok honey. my H says "im just looking at the aol videos, isn't she pretty S6?" He Says, No Mommy's beautiful, and you aren't supposed to be looking at other girls your married!".... I WAS LAUGHING MY AZZ OFF.... I said S6 you are going to make some husband one day!!!
Then I said before I went upstairs, you need to take some lessons from your 6 year old.
I know I was starting trouble guys, I know, but My patience level is just about gone, and I have no more left.
I don't think My h is going to wake up in time, it will be too late for us and I will be gone emotionally.
I don't know what to do, he thinks im being dramatic, but he really is not aware of what he does and how it effects everyone in this house.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.