For the Guy with Kids and a WW Neunzehn(19)

[hopeful4her]

Ohhh.

I know I don't post a lot about my step son, but he is there and I don't think OM would come around.

Possible, but I don't think so.

I would think that she would have texted him a short message, once she saw HIS messages, but she didn't. She just looked and put the phone back.

After she DID take his call, Amanda was giving her the eye. The wife was saying, "What?!".

Amanda knows.

So apparantly, they are still in contact, which is what I suspected, anyway. I can't control her actions. I can only control mine.

I never got a response to my text to her last night. Possible that she could have gone to sleep early, what with her getting sick earlier, the test, and the crying with me.

We'll see if she contacts me today for some reason. Maybe a response to my emails I sent her yesterday. Or to at least let me know how she did on her test. Last night, she told me that she is going to a dinner tonight for the people that were helping test a new account system that her Credit Union is getting ready to implement. Those were the extra hours she was working. I may have to take Miguel with me to the house for dinner and then she can come to my house and pick him up.

Tomorrow, I will get off very late from work, so I already asked her to pick up Juli and I would be there as soon as I can.

So, we'll be together these next couple of days, at least.

I would love to have her back, but I don't think its going to happen. She knows what she is guilty of, but she won't take any steps towards me. I think we are doomed to be very good friends. She'll see me as the father of her girls and someone that has always been there for her.

She won't explore her "feelings" for me, and I have to accept that. She allows me to be there for her, but not a single step towards me. Not one little sign of affection, physically or other wise.

And I have to move on. But we'll see what the holidays bring.

I am not Joseph, from the bible. I am only Roger.