Where do I begin?

[Kelly23]

I am still not sure how to get rid of the anger. Just thinking about all of the time he lied to my face and them walked out our door. It sickens me still. He also told our daughter and asked her to keep it from me. I am not sure how everyone else seems so forgiving. I feel like I am too good for him and he does not deserve me. Why should I settle for him when I can be take care of myself?

I have not been to my counselor since September. With school starting, I have been extremely busy. I just wrote myself a note to call tomorrow and set an appointment.