I updated my thread yesterday.... I'm in a good place today and Sunday... and hope the week will be nice too.. I do feel I'm moving on best I can... I made a list of all the things I need and want to do over next several months... for me and the girls.
I think I'm going to still have my holiday party... something I would have done with H here so why not huh?? working on my girls 4th birthday party weekend after thanksgiving. Getting excited about the holidays too... I also am going to book a girls weekend in Cancun for the last weekend in February... emails just started going out this week.. so things to look forward too which get me excited. I am also trying to plan a trip to visit a friend in LA in Jan... If I have a few things on the books then it will get me through the rough patches...
If I don't see H as much it does help ... I do want to call a DB coach too... Some days I read up on stuff on the is board and get so motivated to stay positive just knowing my H will come back ... the negative thinking will sure hold us down huh? Remind me of this when I email my next sad and horrible day....
I'm traveling on business next two days so will only be on at night... I'll catch up then.
hope everyone is holding up...
Me: 38/H:40 M:7yrs TG: 10yrs 2Girls: 4yr & 7 month old Bomb 8/22/08 OW/EA/PA 8/23/08 with 25yr old Moved out 9/22/08
