I went to work, I looked good, I was friendly but not too friendly, nothing personal asked or answered.\
H was not a happy camper. He seemed depressed. Looked terrible and had lost weight as well.
I told him that I was using business to pay for C, he said he was pleased that I was seeing one ( his tone did not suggest he was pleased ) i said " oh i am going to Australia on Saturday, your welcome to stay at home and have them, if its a problem mum will come and stay" He readily agreed but thought they might like to stay at his mums. I said no as D16 is sitting her final exams ( your high school diploma ) and needed to be around home for study etc. Then said bye i will leave it with you.
He seemed shocked that i was going .
I feel so much more powerful. I came home D18 cooked BLT which i ate, my house was cleaned top to bottom by cleaners, now I have on bikini and i am off to sunbathe! wont be long though our sun rays are deadly. That whole in ozone is above us and we burn in minutes ( although not that quick just yet )
i feel somewhat human. Can I count H misery as step in right direction ?
