Today was tough emotionally. For whatever reason I was really frustrated and missing my ex really badly. I wish I could go back and redo everything knowing what I know now. How could I be so stupid? I don't know how much longer I can wait till I explode. Yet, I know that I must wait as long as I must - at least as long as progress is being made - no matter how slowly it may seem.
I turn 30 this month and sometimes feel like I am wasting my time trying to get back with my ex. I love my ex/daughter so much and it feels like I am never going to get them back. This is definitely testing my patience and will. And yet, my ex waited a long time for me to come back so I owe it to her to wait for her - to give her the time to learn to trust and respect me again.
