For the Guy with Kids and a WW Neunzehn(19)

[hopeful4her]

mC, we are kind of the same. We get along so well, but then theres the 800 pound gorilla sitting there. She truly believes that we are not married anymore. But....

I can sense her guilt. It really messes with her.

I too think that I may be better off without her.

Suga, not clouded. Any decision I make will be clear headed. Even if I decide to completely drop her, I know that someday, it will happen. She'll want me back. Could be years.

I sent her an email, but what a dork. I forgot she was taking a test today, probably at another location,

"Just wanted to let you know that I'm going to stop by the grocery store for a few things after work. I already got the "non-refridgerated" stuff, now just need the cold stuff.

I already got the stuff for stuffing, gravy, potato's, canned cranberries(both kinds), and green bean casserole. I'll get the turkey after work.

And I'll stop by the daycare after and give them a check.

If you want, I can pick something up for dinner from the store and we can eat at the apartment. A rotisserie chicken or some fajitas.

Just let me know. Hope your day is great."

Then right after, I sent,

"I'm so dumb. As soon as I hit send, I remembered you were probably taking your test.

I'll assume you passed with a 100, because you won't get this until tomorrow.

Or now, this morning.

Okay, maybe not a 100, but still a pretty darn good score, because I know you. You did very well on it. "

So then, I sent a text,

"Just sent u n email. Forgot ur taking a test. Congrats on passing. I need to go to heb after work & stop by daycare & give a check. Want to have dinner tonite?"

If I hear from her, fine. If not, I'll pick up my girls and make dinner at home where we belong anyway. She'll be home by the time I get there, too.