but then I think....why? Am I in the fight just for the fight? Like I'm trying to hold on to a ghost. Confusion prevails in my life, especially right now. I'm still trying, but each day gets harder to keep it going. And with the holidays coming....
(((H4H))) this is something I could write on any given day. I too am at the point right now, especially today where I think to myself..."What the hell are YOU THINKING?" WHY would I want this man back?
We are all in the same boat and no matter what, you have to do whatever is right FOR YOU. Only YOU know when its time to call it. Just don't let the draw of B and what she has readily avaliable cloud your judgement.
(((((HUGS)))))
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
