Hope, I guess he hasn't said that he doesn't like me. Just what I feel when he is in the funk he gets in. Last year the day he says he saw my face looking scared. He left when I got home he was in the basement working out. I tried to make things better and talk to him, and he pulled away, pushed me away, and told me to get away. When I think back even with the few fights we have had since August, no he hasn't pushed me away. Told me to leave when he wanted to leave, the night in the jeep when I was chasing after him in my flip flops, and then in the truck when he wanted to leave. Otherwise he hasn't told or pushed me away. I guess when I can tell he is like that I don't even try to touch him. He just seems limp like a rag doll, kinda. Not limp in the sexual context. LOL! Like if you were to hug him he wouldn't do anything, just hang there.


Finding My Yellow Brick Road....