It's official.......what now?

[AliSuddenly]

Hey Mishka,
Sorry, I forgot that it was today, or looming. I am so sorry that you are having a tough time. You've been throuygh so much (I didnt realise that your bomb was christmas day !?) its been such a hard time in your life and you have borne it all with good grace. I know its scant consolation, but you know his life hasnt ended up rosey either, he lost his job and is depressed and most likely miserable. Things with the broom may already be rocky, from what she has said to you. I cant offer anything to make yuo feel better right now, except, you perhaps wont ever feel this low again in life, this has to be it, your one time to suffer and have to go through such painful life experiences, to have to learn such hard lessons.

You have coped amazingly well. I winge and whime and cry and I dont have a mother to take care of and a son that needs me. I thk you are amazing. I dont supose you will be able to think of yourself for a while, I guess this is a grieving period. My auntie took 2 yers from the day her H left until she felt over him and ok, but when she did, wow she felt good. She then met a lovely man she has been with for 17 years (longer than her H). THere are no gaurantees, except that, things keep changing and you wont be stuck in this place weeks/months/a year from now.

Trite, predictable advice hey, but I am telling this to myself as best I can too! Thikning of you with love,
Ali xxx