Life In the Rough - Can't find my ball...

[Babygirl]

thanks mt, i have been dying to tell ya'll, figured it was better read over here than there lol. that is the first kiss aside from a small peck in all this time. thats why the tears. i was embarressed.

honey its not like I am in a better spot than you, I think I just released some things that had to be said, in real life, you would never know me, as I am so flippen scared. so tired from life and health and ow. and i know him, i cant trust anything he did this weekend. the reality in that, hurts like hell. i had to get those words to him, thats my reality, my reality was the dark pit I am so trying not to fall any deeper in, and drown there.
ok enuff gloom, thats embarressing enuff lol