I love the strange comment! That made me laugh! BG that is so great for you, I am hoping you will continue on the yellow brick road to peace! I would just like a kiss outside of sex, that right now is the only time we do kiss. I don't usually initiate the kiss he does, but we do kiss when having sex. I know that makes it more intimate for me because he does kiss. I would love a kiss other times. We got gas on the way home from KC yesterday and I was standing there chilly, we were laughing, had just walked over and looked at someone's deer in the back of their truck, an 11 pointer. I put my arms around H and put my head on his neck, he did press back to me, and nuzzled me (sounds like a horse) but never took his hands out of his pockets.
Hope that will be rough during the holidays, with family stuff so expected this time a year, it might bring the alien out more often. Sorry that will be very hard. Even if he doesn't want contact with him I am sure the expectations will be there.
It feels different here today, like everyone, except maybe me, has found a good place to be in. Hope you are realizing what is the trigger, Kel, you are in a good place, and BG you are making such great strides!
