Yeah, the emotion part is hard for me Hope. I get excited about little stuff and worried over stuff I shouldn't. I think I am just so tired that at some point it will just come out. I read something a bit ago, that sums up what I feel and I need to say to H.
"This is extremely difficult for me. I refuse to share you with another person. And, I know it is difficult for you. But, at some point I will draw a line in the sand."
I guess this sums me up pretty much, I am not wanting to share anymore, I shouldn't have too.