The best thing I've ready lately about everyone's sitch was from the Rejoice Ministries website a few weeks back. It said that if you give up today, you won't feel any less pain tomorrow. I'd say that's true for the kids as well...they aren't going to hurt any less tomorrow if you give up on your M today.
I agree with A and Kel and MC...your W is reaching. Don't slap her hand. Pray about it even more. Pray about your responses to her. Pray about your interactions with her. Pray about your anger at her. Pray, pray, pray!
I've got hope for you, LE!!! Lots of hope! Hang in there.
Love you! Amy
Me 39 H 36 S 7 S 4 T 15 M 12 H out 8/1/08 OW confirmed 8/6/08 D final on 6/12/09...I'm doing good!