The intial shock is the worst, but I promise you this tomorrow will come and if God has his way the sun will shine. D is like a death you need to grieve for it, be angry, be sad like anything major in life it has its steps to go through.
Try and look at this as a new beginning when you are ready, there is nothing but a clean windshield and open road...
Be the mother you need to be for your S13, he will need you more now than ever.
1. This is YOUR life now to do as you wish... 2. It's a new beginning of a new chapter to write as you wish... 3. It takes less muscles to smile than it does to frown, plus frowning causes wrinkles...