{{{Kak}}}} Distressed is so right, tho it's so hard to put into practice when we let our emotions lead us..hang in there and today is a new day
Tawnya
This is where detachment come into play. You are letting your W control your feelings, your moods and your life. You need to take the emotions out of your expectations, out of your interactions with her and most importantly out of your talks with her.
Do you really want to give someone else that much power over you?
She sure as he11 does not want it and I don't belive you want her to have it but you keep serving it up to her on a silver platter. So stop doing it and take back the power over your life. Become the man your were meant to be, the man your kids will look up to, the man people can rely on. Its hard yes but act like this is a NIKE commercial and "JUST DO IT."
I'm having a better day now. Two 2x4 beating before 10:00am. Gotta love it!
Get yourself straightend out and have a great week. Tell yourself its going to be a great week. Then make this a great week. Positive thinking from here on out. No more backslide, no more R talk and no more allowing people to control you life.