light (albeit dim) at the end of the tunnel

[badcompany]

well, I talked to my wife again about how I felt, and she reassured me nothing was going to happen. I'm assuming they hung out last night as planned....I looked at her phone records and saw they exchanged quite a few text after they supposedly hung out.....makes me worry.....I texted her and got no replies, and there were text between them timestamped after that. A friend at work asked me if I forgave her for what she did with the affair and I said yes, and he shot back with 'no you don't because then you'd trust her'

A valid point. I'm a nervous wreck....don't know when we'll talk today or how to ask if they hung out