Don't know what to do- Please help

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Thanks Red!

Its nice to hear that, it makes me feel better, sometimes I wonder if I am just being a drama queen when I still get down, or scared, and its nice to know that I am not.
Its just so sad that our lives have been ruled by this and her for so long, that this psycho has had this hold for as long as she has. I really hope that this time she has gone away for good.
We talked alittle about her last week, and H seemed to be very honest about the situation, however it hurt, he had been talking with her since May, although he still says he never saw her.
Then in October around his birthday she started to put the pressure on to see him, around his birthday, and he refused and it seems this is what caused her to get nasty.
I just wish that he had felt that he could have come to me, it makes me feel that he doesn't truly believe in the changes I have made, and he doesn't believe in me.