Yesterday was a nice, relaxing day. We went to the pet store together, then I did the grocery shopping on my own.
I made a really elaborate dinner that took me a few hours to prepare. I love cooking, so this was fun for me.
H did his homework, and played video games. This felt really comfortable and normal. Afterwards, we watched a movie together, and sat by each other on the couch. He was leaning in towards me, so we were sitting with our arms touching.
No ML again last night, but I am fine with this. At this point I would take affection over ML. He laid next to me with our arms and legs touching. I am starting to feel less tense about the situation, and maybe he is too as we both seem to be sleeping better these days.
It really feels like we are getting closer every day. In terms of going to my friend's house to GAL, this is why I haven't left yet. We've made more progress in the last week together than in the last 4 months (or so it seems). This is how I'm able to demonstrate my 180s, and how he can see that the M dynamic is different than it used to be. I am trying to do GAL activities without going away for the night. I think I've done a pretty good job of this so far...
Anyway, H is at school tonight until 11, so I'll definitely have some time to do my own thing. What I really need to do now is focus on work again and make a resolution to spend less time on the boards!
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
