The Un-ending Stand for sanctity in M

[sandycay]

btw, interesting that i noticed a comment as i was breezing through your thread about how often you and H are used to gettin busy in the boudoir. SOunds very much like me and my darling. Well that is until I decided to place a freeze on that part of our R. Ours was put on freeze the day he left. I found out on the 20th of that month. He promised to end it and stay and work on it with me, on the 30th he came home and said that he had to move out because he had contacted her and that was something I had said if he did that, he couldn't live in our house. So he came home confessed the truth to the phone call to her and left 2 hours later. We never ML again until he came back. See, he really wasn't a cheater at heart. He later said after he came back that he often thought about ML with me but couldn't, wouldn't do it because then he would really feel like he was a cheater more than he already was. Weird stuff..... he could cheat on his wife but not on his girlfriend. I wouldn't have done it anyway. I have to much value for myself to let that happen.


I guess to see if it would still survive without that carnal part.
That's interesting, as I know that the "spark or attraction' to each other never went away. He battled with it I could tell when he was gone. He was never not attracted to me and quite the opposite (that's what he says and I choose to believe it) I think we would do okay without it and we did okay and rebuilt and reconnected with out it but hhmm that's an interesting theory. I resolved my problem the other night and things have been right back on track. I listened to what he said, I trusted what he said, and I prayed and seems like since Friday night things are back to normal.

Am I to understand that there is no other man?

I have something totally cool to share but will do it on my thread tomorrow sometime,