experience - because I know that when I get lonely, or down, or frustrated, or depressed, I know the feeling will pass. I am thankful for having had the experience, to understand that It's ok, it's ok to feel down sometimes, and I know I will pop back up the next day. I never wanted the eexperience, but now that I have had it, I am thankful. I don't think of it as "emotional scars" but "emotional muscles". I can handle the moods.
movies - I've been watching lots of movies lately. Some good ones. I like action/destruction movies, like War of the Worlds or Cloverfield, or dramas, like There Will Be Blood. I did not go for Sweeney Todd. Usually I like Johnny Depp, but after the third song, I turned it off. Yes, it was like a musical. In a British accent.
fantasies - I have lately been fantasizing about the car I would buy, if and when I save up the money. Maybe an older convertible - like a '67 Austin Healy 3000 or a '69 Mercedes 280SL. Or maybe an old pony car, like a '67 mustang fastback. Something like that would be fun to work on. I sometimes fantasize about the house I would like to live in, too. Right now I am renting, but I would love to have a house to work on. I'd fix it up just the way I like it.
