Have you considered asking your IC for grief therapy? Although you feel anger at the moment, it sounds like you're letting loose a lot of grief over your sitch, and GT could be very beneficial.
- Me = 32 y/o - WAW = 32 y/o - M = 2.5 yrs, T = 12.5 yrs - No kids - Bomb, WAW moved out, D filed = 8/15/08